As stressful as this debt I made up my mind to move on and live life in any way I can. I have made it a goal to read at least 1 book a month. I have my list on the right there for you to see. This is something I can enjoy and its does not cost a lot. Used books are cheep and plentyful and I can find books for free at the library and online. So endless amounts of reading. And any real book I read I can list it on Amazon when I'm done. Making a little extra change then.
There are other things I"m looking to do as well. Doing as much as I can on the cheep. Staying home and worrying about what am I going to do and how to pay the bills is not going to do me any good. Clearning my head, getting away from it for a bit does better. I can take a new look at things from time to time and assess my situation.
Life does not stop with debt. It just changes what you can do for awhile. But there is a whole world of things to do and enjoy that does not cost a lot.
Yes this debt is always on my mind. I would love nothing else but to get rid of it ASAP. But right now its not the case. But I get up each morning, my feet hit the ground and I"m off to work, or doing house work or working in the garden, finding ways to make my life better.
Sometimes God hands us a challange. Could be it was because I made such a wrong choice in my life. But its what one does with those decisions that makes us a better person somehow. We have to have bad times to appreciate the good times I think. But if I had to do this over again I would make a diffrent choice, stand up for myself and be more confident in who I am and how I would of taken care of myself and my family.
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